Finally got up the gumption to go up to Snake Creek Gap for some hardcore mountain biking after hearing about how treacherous it was for a year. The treachery wasn't overstated. It was like battling for 30 minutes just to go 100 yards. Rocks the size of goat heads for a solid mile it seemed. First half hour on the trail was spent exploring what turned out to be non-biking trails. I finally found the proper Pinhoti trail after hiking up an awful ridge up to the radio towers (next time take the gravel road up.) Now onto to some rolling ridgeline singletrack! I started to grin at this point but it didn't last long. Next was the infamous mile-long section of rocks. This is the most technical biking I've ever done. It was rough going but oddly toward the end of the day when I was really tired, I was biking over this technical stuff with more skill. After this was more technical downhill and climbing. So much unending climbing out there it seemed. A lot of hike-a-bike. I dismounted probably 100 times today and cursed about 50 times. I only made it to Hurricane Mtn, about 6 miles from the beginning, then decided it was time to double back before getting out too far. Good thing because I bonked pretty hard. I am curious to see the rest of Snake Creek, maybe one day. I was elated to be back at the car. Glad to be done but couldn't wait to get back out there.
Something wonderful is happening. I am being serious. For the past year or so I've been developing this sense of love and compassion for humanity. That sounds like a really broad, general statement but it's true. I'm becoming more perceptive of others and more forgiving. I believe we're all doing the best with the hand we're given. I use these words because I don't know how else to describe this very subtle feeling. It's a swelling in the heart and a sense of well-being and contentment. Some days it borders on joy. Sure, I still get irritated with nuisances like drivers when they tailgate me or cut me off in traffic but overall, I am developing something here. Maybe my soul is expanding. I'm beginning to feel as though I'm finally a part of the human race. In the past, I've felt so aloof and misanthropic so this is strange for me. I can't exactly pinpoint when it began. I wonder if it's just part of the maturation process but I hope...